Thursday, 26 March 2015

instagram: beckbeckwells
i read A Monster Calls by Patrick Ness and it was so heartbreaking
i was fighting back tears at the end
i just couldn't handle it

amazingly wrote, just too sad for me lol

Wednesday, 25 March 2015

i think my blog has fallen out with me, it won't let me customise the background, i just wanna change the flies
its not a lot to ask for but nooooo
won't let me
fine blog
be like that
see if i care!

(i do care, please work)

Friday, 20 March 2015

I have read five books so far this year
granted fantastic mr fox is the thinnest book in the world
but who cares
cause I'm crazy educated now

when i was reading georges marvellous medicine 

there was a section in the book that had me
creased over 
"George couldn't help disliking Grandma.
She was a selfish grumpy woman. She had
pale brown teeth and a small puckered-up
mouth like a dogs bottom."

honestly it nearly did me in

and when I was reading The Truth is a Cave in the Black Mountains by Neil Gaiman (who wrote Coraline) which I still am unsure on, i don't know whether i liked it or not. but it was illustrated by eddie campbell and there was one picture that i was 100% sure was gonna give me nightmares. its a girl who was tied to a thorn bush by her hair and no one found her til a year after and its haunting
 creepsville or what!

Thursday, 19 March 2015

all the chocolate has gone
just take deep breaths
calm down
don't worry
deep breaths into the chocolate bag
get all the chocolatey scent out
thats right
sniff it out
like a hunting dog
deep breaths

it'll be okay

(sunglasses are for my migraine, not cause I'm trying to be cool I swears)

Wednesday, 18 March 2015

i shit you not
i swear to the old gods, the new gods, the red god, and the only god is death god
i saw 10 magpies all hanging out together today in a field

for the people that couldn't remember the rhyme 
like me
here it is

Monday, 16 March 2015

Sunday, 15 March 2015

when i allow myself a break of cv writing 
i literally sit on Facebook refreshing til something new happens then stalk old pictures of people then refresh then stalk then one more solid refresh then back to writing

like being at uni all over again
dogs don't understand FaceTime
just relistened to my cd from when i went to see a psychic and I'm pretty gutted because nothing that she said has actually happened for me lol
nice waste of £30 that was!

97 days til my darling sister actually gets married!
(also 97 days til jordans birthday. big 22, whut whut)

97 days to not get fat
dangerous stuff

Tuesday, 3 March 2015

just had a slight panic and a gasp cause its nearly the fourth of march and i haven't started reading a new book yet!