just seen one of my tutors for the first time since easter he asked how my work was going he then asked if i'd done more multiple exposure pictures then asked if i'd reshot my snow white shoot cause my other tutor said that it shouldn't be a yellow coat should be something more symbolic like red snow white doesn't wear red she wears a tiny bit of red, mostly blue and yellow and white why would it be red? little red wears red if i started changing the colours up they'd all cross over it's not like i've put them in the actual costumes on the films i've made it modern and my own you just cannot win with some people you're never gonna please everyone what they're wearing is not what my work is about it's not fashion photography it's much more than that
AND MY FINAL SHOOT IS DONE!!! now just for a crazy amount of editing for 4 of the shoots and I'll be done (on that section anyway) still need to finish my evaluation of a photographers portfolio (chip simons) write up my portfolio review with andy snaith (which wont take long at all because he didn't have a great deal to say) write up how i will be getting my work published (london exhibition) decide my 5 BIPP images to enter into the competition finish my business cards design an invite? type up my report on type writer (would have been todays job had i not forgotten my pesky laptop) chop down a money tree to pay for my frames prints and accommodation easy peasy right?
i've got 2091 words of my report written so far! i'm actually really happy with myself i know i should have done it time ago and stuff but with my granddad and all bit of a speed bump but i think i'm back on it until the funeral but one thing at a time still got so much to write about! gonna be a lot of cutting and sticking stuff into my appendix i love my writing style
I fucking swear me mother doesn't realise i fucking live here no you cannot have my nephews stay for a week because i live here they cannot have my room because it is my fucking room its not difficult is it
trying to write my report some more but my head is POUNDING it is super frustrating canny do owt!!!! argh need to send my selfie book off soon. although I'm not calling it selfie it might be called 'selfs' with a picture of me on the front but not one from the book a new unused one where i would make the effort to look nice to entice people to buy it ;) gonna cost me a bomb went for the smallest book to try and keep costs down and because its only a side project it doesn't need to be HUGE but it's still gonna be expensive. Me: "Dadddddd…" Dad: "No." Me: "I haven't even said owt yet!" Dad: "You want money don't you?" Me: "Well.. Yes" this is how the conversation with my dad will go when i ask him to pay for my book. argh
me and my old flatmate jackjack are filming a video tonight called the 7 second challenge so basically i need to write a list of about 7 things i want jack to do in 7 seconds and he's gonna write me a list of 7 he won't know my list and i won't know his until we're filming 1. drink of a full bottle of coke 2. talk in an aussie accent 3. change into a dress 4. do a full face of make up on yourself 5. name the 7 dwarves 6. do danis laugh 7. say the plot of all three lord of the rings'
I'm not doing a selfie today today I'm uploading an image from 2008
this picture, although very old, is the most recent picture of me and my grandad
and it breaks my heart I'll never have another picture with him
I loved this holiday
I absolutely loved it
me and Steph did whatever we wanted to do and my grandad made us constantly bring him ice creams cause he just bloody digged em
that was the last time I went on holiday with him he didn't have it too easy crutches for most of his life lost my granny to cancer had cancer himself yet he was still a happy chappy R.I.P Grandad, miss you already
Chip Simons is my new favourite person given me feedback and is having a full on email conversation with me he's pretty crazy and funny and knows what his work is about which is nice he's deep within his work and it works
i have to go do a photoshoot and email photographers and do artist research and write a load of stuff up because thats my degree which is meant to be the most important thing right now because i have an exhibition and a huge mountain of work and i'm meant to be able to focus on all of this but i can't because when you're told that your grandad only has a few days left 30 minutes before a big photoshoot theres only one thing you wanna do which is cry lots obviously but i don't have time to even do that because i have to be focused and creative and live up to the expectations but its crazy cause i really just don't give a fucking fuck about anything now
GoT in 35 minutes and counting!!!!!!!! we've got popcorn, nachos, chocolate, sweets, pancakes, lots and lots of pop and a shed load of excitement! although i'm very much looking forward to go to bed and maybe with a little bit of luck this migraine will have jogged on so i can have a bit of peace and get some chuffin work done this report ain't gonna write its self now is it!?
so i'm poor and needed 6 images printing for my portfolio so i had to take money out of the paypal account to afford it and it took me ages to figure out how to do it cause i can't use paypal for shit right so then i get a bus to town to meet up with chloe to come to uni to get the images printed and what have i done? why would i be writing this on my blog? because i fucking forgot my fucking files that needed fucking printing why can't i just fucking remember something as simple as 6 files i concentrated too hard on remembering the money and forgot the most important piece cause i'm a fucking moron with a really bad headache